Will things ever go the way you want?

I really wonder this. Will things ever go the way I want them to, ever in my life. Everyday I get up with a hope that my life will change for good. And as the day sets in, it's still the same. And then you wind up for the day. And finally one day you don't wake up anymore. Hope is the most ingenious thing god ever invented. It keeps us going even in the most hopeless situation. If there was no hope, I guess all the sad people would have died and then there would be only happy people living in this world. Isn't this a crazy thought, a kinda thought that only a person who is sad can come up with. I am sure that one day I will wake up with hope and the next day I won't.