Life, thou are ?

I don't know you at all. Here I sit and type this blog about you, knowing that I know nothing about you. I bitch about you, I fail to understand, comprehend you. To me you are just some absurd entity that serves no purpose to anyone or anything other than maybe acknowledge the other concept, time.
As I live, and experience the 'time' as it increases, I know fully well that I in no way form any significant part of universe. I am only there today for my conscious self to know. I breathe and age. I move towards the inevitable which I have no control over, just like I had no control over why I became conscious. I am just a unique collection of matter with self awareness. I can in no way control any other being. I can only aim to be in control of my self and any matter that I can touch, interact with. I know fully well that the one person I want to be with, I can't. The one thing that I want to have, I can't. I am amused at this as much as I am disheartened. But that's how I continue to be at this moment.

Before Sunset

It's pretty late but I had to blog this. I recently got hold of a movie that I had seen long back. I really liked the movie than, because I always liked the idea of meeting someone beautiful on a train ala North by Northwest. I had liked it than, but somehow had forgotten about it, so when I stumbled over this movie again, I knew it looked familiar. The movie is Before Sunrise. A Wonderful movie. And then I went on the net to find out more about it, and it was then that I realised that it was actually critically well received, not that I really care. Also I came to know about it's sequel 'Before Sunset'. So I did what I had to do, got a copy of the sequel, and just about finished watching it. I must say, WOW! what great movies both are. Two people just conversing about their daily life. I think the movies are great, and so real. I would highly recommend it.
I guess, I like it because somewhere I too am hoping something that magical could happen to me..

arrgh .. this life

I hate it, I really do. It's fucking frustrating to know that you are just living and not alive... Everyday I get up and do the same thing. I have joined that freaking rat race which has no finish line.... Damn !!!
aarrrrrggghhhhh

Ahh ..shit happens..

And today it happened in Suzuka. The race was Michael's for taking. And then shit happened. I am totally pissed. It shouldn't be like this at this stage in the Drivers Championship race.
But what's to be done. The title is Alonso's.
But Schumi, wow! You are the best driver ever in my book! Thanks for everything, best of luck to you.

Cheers mate!!!
~Your fan forever