I don't know you at all. Here I sit and type this blog about you, knowing that I know nothing about you. I bitch about you, I fail to understand, comprehend you. To me you are just some absurd entity that serves no purpose to anyone or anything other than maybe acknowledge the other concept, time.
As I live, and experience the 'time' as it increases, I know fully well that I in no way form any significant part of universe. I am only there today for my conscious self to know. I breathe and age. I move towards the inevitable which I have no control over, just like I had no control over why I became conscious. I am just a unique collection of matter with self awareness. I can in no way control any other being. I can only aim to be in control of my self and any matter that I can touch, interact with. I know fully well that the one person I want to be with, I can't. The one thing that I want to have, I can't. I am amused at this as much as I am disheartened. But that's how I continue to be at this moment.
Friday, October 27, 2006
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